a n x i e t y *uwu*

"let's do a check-in, see how far you've come, if you're ahead, if you're behind." cue: terror. register: panic. action: die. school's so mean, isn't it? tests are mean too. everything's mean. the world is scary. i have to wait. waiting is anxiety inducing. what if i didn't do enough? what if i spent more …

all the right questions

yes, i'm talking about tags. they've gotten a lot of flack from different parts of the blogsphere (at least, that i know of) for being shallow, kinda flat, and over all just filler content. that's totally valid, but i like to think of them as tools that can lead to good conversation if one just …

list

featuring me trying to organize my thoughts for the world to see and miserably failing. pick and choose which ones are least cringey and enjoy. *thumbs up* movies -jojo rabbit (which sounds absolutely insane but also kinda lowkey amazing and taika watiti directed it and it's amazing) -yellow rose (oh sweet mercy it's getting spread …

don’t put salt in your coffee, or, sometimes i’m selfish and need to rant and sometimes it’s for one person and sometimes i make no sense

*also i'm putting in unsplash pictures that remind me of you because i'm weird like that* hey bun bun. do you remember when you had a sleepover with the girls at church and it was the first night i can remember where you weren't there and i was so miserable i cried for the whole …

overstimulated senses and the evil of all situations// not entirely impossible

hey weirdos. 😀 as you might know, i'm a human! (a human aloe vera/birdie/chaos, yes) which is pretty similar of fellow humans reading this post. nothing big there. unlike other humans (and very much like other other humans), i have something called sensory processing difficulties. which basically means that my senses are dialed to the …