10 something pm thoughts

i don't know why this exists. i'm pretty sure it's trash. but i hope it makes you smile anyway. 🙂 my teeth are like, really yellow in this light. i dunno why. ~ oooh, maybe my hair isn't that pathetic. ~ nevermind. ~ dodie's sister has a channel?? O_O why was i not in the …

to little grey music player

i remember the day i got you, because we were about to leave california and joab really really really wanted a music player because he always liked tech and you were 30 dollars and it was a deal and i guess technically you were my brother’s. you came with and switched through so many genres, …

don’t put salt in your coffee, or, sometimes i’m selfish and need to rant and sometimes it’s for one person and sometimes i make no sense

*also i'm putting in unsplash pictures that remind me of you because i'm weird like that* hey bun bun. do you remember when you had a sleepover with the girls at church and it was the first night i can remember where you weren't there and i was so miserable i cried for the whole …

overstimulated senses and the evil of all situations// not entirely impossible

hey weirdos. 😀 as you might know, i'm a human! (a human aloe vera/birdie/chaos, yes) which is pretty similar of fellow humans reading this post. nothing big there. unlike other humans (and very much like other other humans), i have something called sensory processing difficulties. which basically means that my senses are dialed to the …

me and allison hang out in the basement with fairy lights and poetry because they’re both pretty (also, book!)

i’m tired. my homework is piling, my stress is increasing, and my loneliness is my new best friend.  that’s when i get the dm.  allison’s publishing a second poetry book! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHH but who, you ask, is allison? *points below* Allison Beery is a Christian teen with a passion for creating and capturing beauty, whether it’s …

recently

don't worry people, after this we'll go back to regular content. then again, nothing is really regular on here. but i mean. your regular irregularity. 😀 thank you for every single person who prayed, comment, reposted, and reached out. *cries* i honestly didn't expect the amount of support coming in but i can tell you …

in which i accidentally become a short term missionary supporter// pananaw for philippines

i... can explain. *immediately fails to do so* you know how you wake up and do school and then bike to the library and write sappy poems and then read a book everyone's raving about and eat and drink and breathe and exist--- and it's like... it's off. which makes you off. *me yeah, yeah, …

occasional poem

yelling fighting always angry i don't agree, i must be hating how dare i oppose your God blessed regime of twisting the ability to dream orders rules you don't pray, you fool you deny my opportunities because they don't cater the way you please sickening glares stiffly moving your anger is in the air you're …