life, through borrowed words

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Happy after-finals-which-if-i-schedule-this-post-i-really-hope-the-raptors-win-because-it’s-only-fair-and-yeah-but Tuesday.

It’s been weird lately.

That’s all I’ll say.

It’s not bad weird, in case you were wondering- it might actually be good weird, but weird is weird. But since I can’t explain things without rambling for a good hour (like hold on why is there a mini Dr. Who booklet on my dad’s shelf is he a time lord or what) (why do I even know that reference I don’t even watch that show) quotes will have to suffice. Because I just.. can’t say things the way they are like music can. 🙂 Oh, and books.

Y’know what let’s just go before I ramble about my aunt’s garden which she made me and my cousins weed, water and take care of and there was a tiny truck which we stuck Jj in and he dashed Jess with the hose and I manged to escape unscathed and watch Despicable Me 1 while they had to go shower. Ah, nevermind, I just did.

On the outside, always looking in
Will I ever be more than I’ve always been?
‘Cause I’m tap, tap, tapping on the glass
I’m waving through a window
I try to speak, but nobody can hear
So I wait around for an answer to appear
While I’m watch, watch, watching people pass
I’m waving through a window, oh
Can anybody see, is anybody waving back at me?

I will not let the darkness steal the joy within my soul
I will not let my circumstance become my compass, no
I will not let the fears of life and sorrows of this world
Dictate to me how I should feel
For You are my true north

May you be as fascinating as a slap bracelet
May you keep the chaos and the clutter off your desk
May you have unquestionable health and less stress
Having no possessions though immeasurable wealth
May you get a gold star on your next test
May your educated guesses always be correct
And may you win prizes shining like diamonds
May you really own it each moment to the next

And may the best of your todays be the worst of your tomorrows
And may the road less paved be the road that you follow

I’ll be there someday, I can go the distance
I will find my way if I can be strong
I know every mile would be worth my while
When I go the distance, I’ll be right where I belong

It’s easy to sing
When there’s nothing to bring me down
But what will I say
When I’m held to the flame
Like I am right now

I know You’re able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone

I hope you’ll feel this the rest of your life
Take all the chances you can it’s alright
Maybe when you look out into the night
You’ll think of me dear when I’m not here 

If I gave ’em to great white sharks, 
Would they share ’em with baby seals?
Would they call up a giant squid for a friendly meal?
Wonder if I gave an Oreo…
Wonder if I gave an Oreo…
What if I gave an Oreo to you?

(this is for you, Oreo. 😉 )

*epicness*

This kinda reminds me of Jesus coming back. Don’t ask why. It just does.

not a song but still valid

“I never imagined what it would feel like if hope and despair waged a war inside my mind. But I supposed it was something like the battle raging inside me in that moment.” 

This book. Just.. yes. I’ll do a full review one time. Maybe.

Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can’t tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start
They tell me I’m too young to understand
They say I’m caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don’t open up my eyes
Well that’s fine by me

So wake me up when it’s all over
When I’m wiser and I’m older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn’t know I was lost

I won’t be silenced
You can’t keep me quiet
Won’t tremble when you try it
All I know is I won’t go speechless
‘Cause I’ll breathe
When they try to suffocate me
Don’t you underestimate me
‘Cause I know that I won’t go speechless

I don’t know how long I have
to keep remindin’ myself
to be who I wanna be
and not somebody else
just thought by now I’d figure out
the who and how I wanna be
’cause I still let myself worry way too much
and it ends up fine enough
it always has and does still now
I still need to think of other people more
yes I’ve thought of that before
maybe one day I’ll figure out
you don’t find peace
until you love somebody else
you don’t find peace
until you love somebody else
note to self

*hides*

I’ve talked too much today.

34 Replies to “life, through borrowed words”

    1. The Story Peddler *screams* I LOVED that book, and I really, really, REALLY want to the next one. (Have to say, I’m no fan of Tanwen and whowasthatguy– Bran? Bor? something like that. *glowers*) And uh.. a lot of people, I guess? 😛

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      1. I agree, actually. I didn’t really like uh-hmm– I forgot his name let me go check in the library book. Ah! It was Brac. Anywho, he was not my fave either. Zel was so much better… ❤ As for Tanwen, she is such a weirdo. I can't believe she couldn't decide who she actually loved… 🙄 XD

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  1. May you be as fascinating as a slap bracelet
    May you keep the chaos and the clutter off your desk
    May you have unquestionable health and less stress
    Having no possessions though immeasurable wealth
    May you get a gold star on your next test
    May your educated guesses always be correct
    And may you win prizes shining like diamonds
    May you really own it each moment to the next

    UM WHERE THE FRICKING HECK HAS THIS SONG BEEN FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE LIKE JFSKDSJFLSJLFS: WHAT?

    love these songos
    love em
    also WONDER IF I GAVE AN OREO TO THE BIG BAD WOLF

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  2. Oooohhhh! Have I found a fellow Broadway musical lover? I didn’t have time to listen to all of the songs, but I will try sometime soon. I did listen to “Portals”, And I definitely agree with you.

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      1. I think that the Oreo Wonderfilled song is my random song of the month. *can’t believe I never heard this song before* *already has all the words memorized*

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      1. I have a fascination with all things Canada or UK and my mom yesterday looked at me and said, “Weez… you’re moving to Canada aren’t you?”

        And I was like

        Um

        Yes.

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